hello. i'm getting a little nostalgic here.haha.
after arnd 6mths of not studying, i realised i kinda missed studying.especially hist and econs.
it's prob bcos of the teachers i've had. I really miss mdm loh and miss nura.

i miss the econs lectures we had in LT4 with mdm loh where we madly scribble everything on the transparencies onto our notes.
i miss the thrill of scribbling everything legibly onto my notes w my different colour pens.
i miss dreading micro econs.
i miss looking forward to macro econs.i miss writing econs essays and case studies.
i miss consultations with mdm loh.

i miss the hist lectures and the lecture hall tables which i slowly nod off to sleep.
i miss mr ng's jokes about historical events and the way he describes things. he really has a way w words.
i miss reading all about united nations and the childish antics of US and SU.
i miss learning about SEA history and showing off to my dad that i know more about his country then he does.
i miss consultations with miss nura too..it was kinda fun.
i miss the excitement of getting back my econs and hist results after every exam.since they are both quite subjective, i cld never guess what kinda grades i would get.

i really have to thank miss nura for scraping off 3/4 of the essay i painstaking wrote the night before the consultation. it was definitely a wake up call for me.haha.
if she didn't do that, i wld probably have gotten a C/D for my history.
so, thank you miss nura!

i know i sound crazy.
yes, the 2years were hard,painful in fact.
probably the most difficult 2 years of my life.
the whole system is stressful, i always say that the MOE crammed 200years of history of many countries into 1+ years.

bt now, i think the reason it's so difficult was because i had to take math and chem.
LOH SIOW BOON.I WILL NEVER FORGET U.
and not in a good way ok..i might have done better if he didn't tell me "GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE!" when i requested to change my H1 chem to geog.
it's totally rude and uncalled for. he was part of the reason jc was so torturous for me.
i DETEST chemistry, and he made me do it when i'm more qualified than the pple from combined geog in sec sch.
i got a freakin' distinction for my pure geog and he didn't allow me to change my combi.
you can never imagine the anger and disappointment i felt at that moment.
i even told all my teachers-if i didn't get into a local uni cos i failed my H1, BLAME HIM.
all the teachers i complained to said that he might be stressed out cos he was just promoted to HOD that's why he blurted that out, but i think as a teacher, saying that to a student-a new student,is bloody irresponsible.
i shld know.i'm sorta a teacher myself.
as long as i live, i will never forget u for making my life miserable with stupid chemistry.
just so u know, i'm a history student. i have a pretty good memory, and i like to bear grudges.
i forgive, but i NEVER forget.
and right now, i semi-forgive you. cos anyhow, i still got into a pretty good course, no thanks to u though.
you know what, i really hope he reads this.so that he knows how one sentence could make such a huge impact on another person's life and hopefully this doesn't happen on another student.
urgh.talking about him spoils my mood.

and to my chem teachers, i'm sorry i put in minimal effort for chem.
i just can't stand the sight of it.
if i pulled down ur average and caused u ur bonuses, feel free to blame loh siow boon too.

but my 2years in pjc definitely had some things worth remembering.
maybe i will go back visit mdm loh and miss nura when i go back for my A lvl cert.