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Amelia.
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PAP.PPS.JSS.PJC.SMU(LKCSB)

Slightly temperamental,
slight OCD tendencies,
mild control freak.
Gore lover.
slightly anti-social
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Obsessed by a fairy tale,
we spend our lives searching for a magic door
and a lost kingdom of peace.

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yes, it's no subtle hint.
i would love anybody to death if i get a dog for my birthday..wahahahaha..
i saw this incredibly cute toy poodle in vivo city the other day..
unbelievably adorable, you wouldn't believe it's real.
i like shih tzu and king charles spaniel too..hee..
but the pure breeds are unbelievably expensive too.. :(

maybe i can only afford to buy it after A lvls,
where i can earn some cash to buy stuff..hahaha..
on the bright side, A levels' is coming!!
which means, the agonising process of the JC system is coming to an end, FINALLY.
can't wait for it to end..


@5:05 PM


HELLO PEOPLE!
it's ironic huh..
when im nt supposed to be blogging during prelims, i just had the urge to.
yet, when it's after prelims, i dun have anything to blog about.
maybe it's the teenage rebellious streak in me that came 4years too late.
hahaha..

anyways, i've been enjoying my last 5carefree days before the big A's..
been trying to look for a prom dress to no avail..
i saw one that i liked in far east, bt i weighed the pros and cons abt the dress,
and decided nt to buy so early..
hahaha..
and i only liked the bottom part of the dress anyway..didn't really fancy the top part..

anyways, did some online shoppping w shuhui and dilys..
felicia found this nice webbie that sells nice clothes at affordable prices!
super cool!
we need to get 15pieces in order to get the dresses at wholesale prices..
bt i dun think we're there yet..haha
so if anybody wants to buy be sure to contact us ok.....................
the webbie is: cleocat-fashion.com
:)

on the downside, school starts tomorrow..
on the even down-er side, we're getting back our grades..
on the even even down-er side, i dun think i did well considering that i spent my waking hours watching heroes.
hahaha...which explains hw i finished heroes season 1 and 2 alrd..

ok..shall meet doomsday in 6hours time..
wish me luck!!
i need it..
:X

@12:31 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MM LEE!!
random, i know..hahaha...
did i mention that he's my idol?
besides the fact that we're both LEEs, i really admire him for his foresight..
i can't imagine singapore when he moves on. disastrous.hahaha.
anyways, exams were as usual..
chem was like always, im fated to fail chem.hahahaha..
econs? frankly speaking, i was dumbfounded when i saw the questions.
so i don't really know how i did cos i don't even know if what i wrote was right!
hahaha..
btw, i don't know if i mentioned this before,
but im super allergic to Tampines (is this how u spell it?)
3times i went there, 3times i got sick the following day.
as i told razia, 1time is coincidence, 2 times is accidental, 3 times is fact.
and then she had to spoil my philosophical mood by saying that just bcos im allergic to alot of things doesn't gimme the right to declare myself allergic to tampines.
bleaghx.
anyways, conclusion: im never gg to tampines ever again!
ok, this post is super random,
i shall go catch up on my lost sleep b4 my calefare and first class at 8pm.
btw, i finished heroes series one! it was fantastic! i lurrrrrrvvveee it!!
:)

@6:00 PM


CAN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO COME ONLINE.

hahaha..
maybe it's cos im studying the world's most boring subject now.
chemistry.
if it's not becos of THAT PARTICULAR HOD, i wouldn't have to suffer in silence.
yes,suffer.
studying chemistry is the most excruciating experience ever.
it's akin someone tearing your brain apart and feeding it to the vultures when it's still throbbing.
yes, it's THAT painful.
cos absolutely nothing in that thick stack of notes makes sense to me.

then there's econs.
it's interesting, but it's the writing that scares me.
i can never finish writing all my stuff during the exams.
the most disappointing thing is that you knew the answers, but the lack of time forbids u to write them down.
ok..enough of slacking,
i shall try to study more chem.
i bet at this rate, i'm gonna fail my A lvl H1.

I HATE CHEMISTRY.




p/s: i shall blog abt that PARTICULAR HOD next time..although alot of pple knows abt it alrd.
:X

@2:47 PM


ECONS PAPER 1 WAS A TOTAL FLOP.

sucks to the max..
i threw away 12marks cos i had no time to do, all in the micro part.
both case studies were hard..
it took me quite awhile to understand them.
maybe it's cos i didn't eat the whole day + headache + exam anxiety.
or maybe it's just cos im getting stupid-er.
it's the 1st econs paper in a long while in which i felt really pessimistic about.
it was always hard, won't score well cos i didn't study,
but not like this. this was complete failure.

it's worse than how i felt about maths 2days ago.
speaking about maths, i'm gonna go study stats alrd..
i shall ace stats.
i hope i ace stats.
i hope i do well for stats.
i hope i pass stats.
i hope i dun flunk stats.

:(

@6:18 PM


yay..one paper of history down!
no more international hist (temporarily,sadly.)
byebye IH, hellooooo SEA.
i dunno why, i used to detest SEA, and love IH, but it's the exact opposite now.hahaha.
no wait. i think i know why.
you see, im a very practical person.
i only like things that i can score well in.hahaha..

the paper was ok, if i didn't have exam anxiety attacks.
i can't say i didn't study for it, that would be unfair to myself.
i did study for it, harder than what i studied for MYE.
in fact, i only slept for 2and a half hrs last night studying for it.
ok la..that was my fault cos i watched tv from 8-11pm.haha.
all the questions that i spotted came out
but i was too nervous, i blanked out during the paper itself and forgot what i wanted to write.
and half the time i was writing, i wanted to poop. that's how bad it was.
it was so bad that i forgot all the stats that i cld regurgitate just 10mins b4 the paper,
it was so bad that i only wrote 3and a half pages for my 1st essay, and only 1and a half for my global economy essay.
hopefully mr ng loves my intro so that he can give sympathy marks. :X

ok..i'm gg to sleep till 6pm to make up for my lost slp.
i think i can afford to do that since it's an afternoon paper 2moro.i hope.
*cross fingers*

@12:32 PM

prelims?

Starting of Prelims today with GP.
GP WAS my favorite, and best subject.
i'm not so sure now.
well, that always happens doesn't it?
things happen and you're throw off guard.haha.
paper1 was ok..
i sorta have an inspiration, i think the language was better, but the content may still be weak.
i dunno. that always happens.
paper2 was a killer.
it has been awhile since i've read a GP passage that took me quite some time to comprehend.
worse still, the questions were tough.
so much for the hope of maintaining my B for GP.haha.

the paper was hard. that was understandable.
but the exam conditions were not favourable too.
apart from the aircon, i hated the way the teachers conducted the exams.
poor shuhui sitting in the front row was forced to listen to the teachers speaking in front.
the irony? it was a GP exam IN ENGLISH. they were speaking in CHINESE.
i used to sit right at the front too, for 4years. i understand how she feels.
the other things was that i hated the way mrs nikki bey reminded us of our remaining time.

imagine the scenario:
the air-conditioned hall was in the state of pin-drop silence.
suddenly, the incredibly loud microphone boomed through you ears, breaking your concentration, and scaring you silly.
you think that it was the end of the exams, when ur just halfway through ur AQ.
then mrs bey says" good morning ladies and gentlemen, you have fifteeeeeeeeennnnnn minutes left."

yes, im not exaggerating. that is an exact quote.
nevermind that she scared u silly with the loud mike, she just had to say good morning ladies and gentlemen when you're trying to finish the paper.
then she just had to enounciate every damn syllable of the word.
explain to me how this is helping?? cos in my opinion, it doesn't.

anyway, after the paper i went for lunch w honey and blind bird.heh.
yes, i'm fully aware that there's a maths paper 2moro.
i initially planned on just lunch, bt i "DO NOT KNOW" how i wound up in honey's house playing with rex rex.
the doggie still refuses to call me godmom. so no toys for him temporarily.
that cutie loves my sheep keychain. i tink he wanna mate with it. hahaha.
ok, that was a disgusting thought. eww.
and i went home smelling like rex too cos he licked me all over.hahaha...

ok..i shall continue with my maths before the CPTerminator comes after me.
on the bright side, he can no longer threaten to retain us if we fail maths cos the big P just said that final requests to withdraw from the As are over!
wahahahahaha..

@12:50 AM

byebye constipation..hello diarrhoea!

i practically spent my friday in the bathroom..
thank god for wireless technology and the internet..
haha..
i guess this spells the fact that i didn't get to study much..
:(

@9:45 PM


i know i should be studying..
i WAS..
i came online to search for history notes on communism cos i didn't get what the notes-notes were talking about..
darn..i used firefox instead of my trusty internet explorer..
this window popped out,and now i'm not gg to use internet explorer anymore!

you know why?
cos i found this mozilla add-on that functions like the speed dial on your mobiles..
the ones where u press a number and presto! it automatically dials to the person you want it to!
now they've got this speed dial add-on that allows you to press a number and the webbie that u set the number to would automatically load in a new tabb.
heheh..i love technology..
now i've got all the blogs of my fave people on speed dial,
and all my fave pages i lurrve to go onto..
well,minus the sch portal which i put on speed dial 1 to soothe my guilt for blogging :X

ok..i'm gg back to history.
I LOVE POLITICAL STRUCTURES!
motivation.not.

@12:09 PM