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Amelia.
18 going on 800
PAP.PPS.JSS.PJC.SMU(LKCSB)

Slightly temperamental,
slight OCD tendencies,
mild control freak.
Gore lover.
slightly anti-social
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Obsessed by a fairy tale,
we spend our lives searching for a magic door
and a lost kingdom of peace.

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felt very..blah..today..hahaha..
cos we had a maths test on vectors today, and i just wasted a few precious marks cos of a careless mistake..
it's really dumb la..i misread the GC's numbers..i must be pajiao..
1 5 --> i read this as 15..urgh!!
my marks............................
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid me..
please kill me if i repeat this mistake again..!!

anyway,there's a terrorist on the loose!!details are as follows:



omg..what if he bombs PJC?????
hahaha..doubt he will do that..it's not even a landmark..
how did he even escape in the first place ah?
why wait for 2years after detention then escape?
hmm..maybe it's cos........shall not say..who knows who's reading..hah..
so much for freedom of speech..read between the lines.

i have chem test tomorrow on the whole of organic chem...
if i pass, it will be the great miracle of the lord almighty..hahaha...
ok..back i go to chem..
urgh..

@9:16 PM


super pekcek today..urgh!
early in the morning my FAVE tcher made me go for the UN conference briefing..
at first she told me that it wasn't necessary for me to go..
i just had to attend the briefing and pick someone else fr our class to go..
bt guess wat?
when i went to the briefing, miss zarina spoke like we alrd knew we had to go for the UN conference! which means, i dun really have a choice do i?!

i wouldn't mind going if it were an external event,
bt i soon learned that it was just an internal event for the GP enrichment day..
so that's not really anything impressive for my testimonial, and im nt exactly desperate for events anyway..
also, it's in term 2 when i would most prob be really busy with choir concert practices..
should i go??
cos if i go, and if it's in my testi, it will be a plus point for me if i am eligible for law..
should i? should i not??

then, another tcher rejected my work cos i handed in late..
in the first place, not many pple in my class handed in la..
she said sth like it's unfair to the pple who handed up on time..
hello..pple dun even bother handing in la..
even though i handed in late, the effort is no less than the pple who handed on time..
i bet some pple handed in slipshod work just to meet the dateline..
i felt like telling her, if she's feeling lazy to mark another script, she could have told me..i will understand..
urgh..also, it's not like i always hand in late work..it's the 1st time ok..
and she didnt even bother to understand why i hand in late..

i dun understand why god created insects.
i mean, if it's beneficial to humans like bees then it's another story la..
bt why parasites like ants, and flies?!
it's soooooo irritating..
i seeked solace in torturing them..muahaha..
just nw i caught a fly( you know the kind that loves to fly around light?) in a transparant plastic bag.
i stapled the plastic bag so that it can't escape, and i gave it amelia version of washing machine..if you get what i mean..wahaha..

i feel so much better after torturing the insect..
shall go study chem alrd..
toodloosss........

@9:12 PM


yippee!! another weekend wasted..
there's econs case study test 2moro and i hardly studied for it..superb..
seriously, i just lost it..
i meant that thing that makes you wanna feel like studying..
i think i forgot to bring it with me when i shifted hse 10yrs ago..
and i realised that the course i wanted so much to get into was practically unatainable after i checked the uni requirements..

i need a change in direction.







lost.im everywhere.in nowhere.

@9:59 PM

museum trip

I didn't go to choir today because we went to the museum!!
no..i didn't deliberately pon..in fact, i sacrificed CCA day for my testimonial just for this trip ok..
i dunno the exact name of the museum..bt it's the one opposite SMU..
there's this exhibit of actual ancient greek artefacts and artwork from paris's museum..



the wallpaper we saw when we stepped into the exhibition hall..
this is the map of greece..spot athens! no prize for spotting..





oh..i jus took pix cos' the first guy has a limb short, and the 2nd guy has no nose..hahaha..



this is the greek version of the animal sang nila utama saw..
no..joking..i dunno wat this lion symbolise..lazy to read..hahaha..







ok..shall be a good GP rep..
these are some of the philosophers we come across during GP.
in case ur pajiao and can't see, they are socrates,plato,aristotle in sequence.
if you believe in socrates' questioning philosophy thingy, im warning you..it may cause your death..
apparently, socrates questioned so much that he irritated some pple esp the rich so much that he was poisoned to death..
moral of the story: do not incur the wrath of the rich and powerful.
see..philosophy is not always good for you..



oh! wat's the first thing that comes to your mind??
they actually remind me of the 3 singing heads in the movie "the haunted mansion"!
you know..? the old old comedy starring Eddie murphy?? no? ulu..
anyway..the last guy's alexandra the great; and he's gay.



i forgot her name..that's the prob with greek names..they are too long and complicated to rmb..hahaha..
well..i dun think you can see, but she's holding a basket containing the head of medusa..
you know..the monster with snakes on her head and if she sees you, you will turn to stone..?? ok..maybe this will jot your memory..



this greek goddess provided this guy- perseus (if i didn't spell wrongly) with a shield and sth else and perseus managed to kill medusa and present her head to the goddess..
gross..



this is some wall art carved out of stone..
believe me..the myth behind this carving is senseless..
note: all the pple are greek gods and goddesses
the guy on the far left tried to rape one of the women in the carving..
and i think he failed..anyway..the woman wiped away his semen with cotton and threw it on the ground(earth)
according to greek mythology, the earth is a living thing..if im not wrong, the lady holding the baby is the earth goddess..
anyway, the semen fell onto goddess earth and she gave birth to this baby, put it in a basket and asked a princess to never open it.
bt the stupid princess did and was shoked to see that it's half snake half human and went mad..
the baby was half snake half human cos it's brought up by snakes.

see my point? why is it half snake just cos it's brought up by snakes?!
genetically it's got nth to do with the snakes!
urgh..nonsense..or maybe it's cos i dunno enuf about the myth..haha..
but blame everything on that litter bug goddess..



this is the greek goddess of love..i forgot her name bt it sounded like aphrodisiac..hahaha..
she's supposed to look seductive bt some french thought that the original sculpture was too..erm..raw..
so they replaced it with another sculpture..a rather blah one..
she's some woman with an ugly husband and had affairs with almost every other male on mount olympia..hah..
why did she marry that guy in the first place?
im surprised the greeks worship her..
in modern days, she would have died of aids or STDs..

at the end of the visit, i concluded- homosexuality originated from greece..seriously..almost all the guys were gay, including their gods!!
ok..that wasn't the only thing i learnt..
the greek sculptors are really precise..there's this sculpture of this woman rising from a river, and although the sculpture was made of marble, it really looked like someone draped a wet cloth on the woman..! it's that good!
aiya..i forgot to take a foto of that one..i was too fascinated..

you should go look at the stuff yourself..
it's actually pretty interesting esp if you've got background knowledge about it..
despite how illogical the myths are..haha..
(:

@5:23 PM






hahaha..did the v'day gifts today..
ya..i know..why do it on v'day itself rite..haha..
cos nobody told me that we were exchanging gifts..so i was unprepared..
and i felt guilty..heheh..
i took a picture of it..
guess what is it? i made 18! hee..
i will upload the pic soon..dun wanna spoil the surprise...

oh..there's history SBQ test tomoro..
dun feel like studying..
i dun even know what to study for..hah..

@7:13 PM


hahaha...gonna blog about what happened these few days..
blog was quite dead cos stupid singnet connection sucks and it takes a century to load the page..

im just gonna cut everything short and sweet..
cny was pretty much the same..
same food
same entertainment
same people
nono! with the exception of our latest edition to the family..
presenting..... BABY CAYDEN!





turn ur head yourself for my own convenience..wahaha..
he's sooo adorable!!
hahaa..chubbby cheeeeeeeeks..
i just realised im getting old..i've got 5 nieces and nephews and 1 more niece due this month..
like what i told fion..少女十八,一朵老黄花..although im not officially 18 yet..hah!

okok..nw for random fotos..presenting..my latest artwork..



all the resources was salt's. even the hand. eh..it's art ok..not easy to balance leh...gimme some credit la..



this was taken today..salt was zilian-ing..hahaha..and she happened to get me into the foto too..
it's my ju-on foto..
watever..bt with my swollen eye, i dun mind being ju-on..

i went to the docter's today about my swollen eye..
it looked like someone just punched me..
haha..he said it's cos of my sensitive skin..it affects the eye too..
bleaghx..so i oso asked about my blocked nose..which is blocked 300/365 days..
eh..my nose needs a 65 day hol too ok..
he said everything was interlinked..and i have a higher probability of getting an asthma attack..
he just gave me cream, some supposedly will cause drowsiness medicine (it doesn't cause drowsiness at all), and eye drops for sensitive eyes..
and i got my MC too!! cos i ponned choir to see doctor..hey..im not lying ok..

now i know the true meaning of this emoticon:
o.0

@11:29 PM


i wanted to blog about this just nw..
bt i forgot..
bt i just remembered..hahaha

what i wanted to say is that i know loads of smart pple who are left handers..
1. Mr bin- my J1 econs remedial tcher
2. Fang xuan- my J2 econs remedial tcher
3. Miss lee - my maths remedial tcher
4. Miss nura- history tcher
5. Mr chong - History remedial tcher
6. the indian relief econs tcher(J1) who was the top econs student in PJC

etc..cos i forgot the rest.haha.

see..
maybe it's cos they use a different side of the brain fr me..
the better side..
hahaha.....i shall train myself to be a left hander..
and piss off all the tchers for ugly handwriting..hahaha....




the grass is greener on the other side..

@9:45 PM


another random post:

got to know about the edison chen-gillian cheung scandal..
so disappointing..
i've always liked edison chen la...
i mean i knew he was never one who practiced monogamy, but i didn't know he was that sick to take photos while doing "it"..
*EDIT: dilys says mayb it's cos they wanna rmb hw "energetic" they once were when they see the fotos when they're old..
hahaha..if it's true, it's a real dumb reason..
i dun like edison chen anymore.
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anyways, majority of the class didn't pass the integration test..
ok..make that everyone except shumei..
so we have to re-do the whole integration tut by tues..
argh..i doubt i can finish it..hahaha..
the funniest part is we have to do it in red..
cpt is so in sync with cny..hahaha..

besides that, we have a whole rubbish truck of hw to do..
there's also vectors-planes tut to do,
econs inflation essay qn 1 and 2,
history peer coaching thingy,
and most impt, GP REFLECTION-DUE ON MONDAY!!
PPLE,pls hand in on time ok..i dun wan to kena nag by sylvia..hahaha...
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to end off, here's a joke..
sorry..i dun mean to be racist..but the joke's in chinese :/

ok..there's this lame joke that pajiao told me:
form a sentence with 他,她,我,and 爱..
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ans: 他爱她。

you must be wondering what happened to "我" right?
HELLO! wat has their romance got to do with you?!

=.= -> your face..

wahahahahaha...

@3:43 PM