Balanced(:
..profile


Amelia.
18 going on 800
PAP.PPS.JSS.PJC.SMU(LKCSB)

Slightly temperamental,
slight OCD tendencies,
mild control freak.
Gore lover.
slightly anti-social
:)


Obsessed by a fairy tale,
we spend our lives searching for a magic door
and a lost kingdom of peace.

Leave A Message


Cbox recommended
deeply.

Gracias

Designer:LafterKingas
Basecodes: Bolong
Image: Kimberlyfaye
Inspiration: Magnette
Close All

stupidsillythoughtsarerunningthroughmyheadrightnowidununderstandsomethingssomepeopledoijustcantacceptthewaythingsaredonemaybeimjustwierdormaybeimjushavingmoodswingsormaybeimjustnotwanteditssodarnobviousfromtheactionsofsomepeopledoyouknowhowitfeelsliketobelockedoutofaroomwhenyouarebangingonthedoorscreamingtobeletinyouwouldfeelexasperatedleftoutetchowiwishicouldreturntothegoodolddayswhereeverythingisfairandjustpeoplearefarnicerandtheyreciprocateyourgoodwillireallydunwantothingofitthiswaybuticanthelpitmaybeitsjustcosimapessimistanintrovertwhichnobodybotherspayingattentiontoandwhosefeelingsaresounimportantitisnegligibleicantwaittogetoutofhereitsbeentheworstyearsofmylifeitriedmybesttomakethingsworkmakethingsbetterbtitsnothelpfulatallitriedimprovingmyselfonmyshortcomingsthatwerepointedouteventhoughididntfeelthosereallyaremyshortcomingsidunnowhyimtryingsohardtodothismaybeitsjustcosiwannahavethatsenseofbelongingthateveryonehadbeentalkingaboutissuesandincidentshadbeenrunningthroughmymindinawhirlpoolmymindiscomplicatingthingsitrynottothinkaboutitbuticanthelpitihadatalkwithsomeoneandiagreethatmaybeitsjustnotworthittomakemyselfallvexedandunhappyidunnowatshouldidonextireallydontthefutureholdsmanyuncertaintiesuncertaintiesthatimafraidofidunlikechangepleasejesusmakethingsbetterpleaselettimereturn
@8:27 PM


im having another one of my tantrums.
go away.

i feel like punching myself to death!!!!!!
how can anyone lose a pencil when she's holding on to it?!
ME!! I DID JUST THAT!
the main point- it's a new pencil..now i've got to buy a new one..
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!!!!!!

we started on Permutation and combinations today.
stupid topic..
why would i bother learning how calculate the number of ways of arranging stupid apples or oranges?
do u see me going to my friends and start to calculate how many ways i could arrange them at the canteen table?
NO NO NO!
dat's why this topic is stupidly redundant!

augustine wanted us to play a game on the fall of soviet union..
i was so enthusiastic about it, and when i finally dl and extracted all the files,
guess wat?
MY LAPTOP REFUSES TO OPEN THE FILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it said that the system is not able to open the file full screen.
the stupid stupid stupid thing is that it asked me if i wanted to cont with it,
bt i was only given no choice.
the only thing i could click was - exit
dun misunderstand me lappie..i still love u..

dat reminds me..
my file is oso spoilt.
which means, i need to get a new file and a new pencil.
and the problem?
im so broke now that u can't stick me back with top grade glue.

get the picture?
everything is stupid!!
you can never imagine how exasperated i feel now..
i just feel like pressssssing my face on a pillow and screeeeam..
then go bang wall after that.

LUDICROUS!

@8:51 PM


let me tell u something..
E-LEARNING IS THE MOST STUPID THING EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

urgh..cant imagine how frustrated i am right now..
the only perk about e-learning is that u get to stay at home..
bt it's still STUPID!!
i'd rather go to school..bleaghxx..

first, let's start with GP..
they made us do some stupid fill in the blank cum MCQ thingy..
i absolutely positively hate fill in the blank qns..the sentences are so vague, and what if the sentence structure in my head is different from the one required?
cant we play hangman instead?!
and what's the point of doing this exercise anyway..
why would i bother to write some silly rebel's name like Heinrich Himmler in my essay?
He's just hitler's little doggie and not significant enough to fit into my brain anyway..

then, we have History..
i was actually quite excited to play the gorbachev game that mr augustine mentioned..
then i can't find it in the portal..nvm..
then i went to the humanities webquest to find out that the hist hw posted isnt even related to what we are learning!
puh-leaseeeeeee...when did Mao become a SEAsian? or When did Mao become an american/russian??
totally unrelated can...

Maths..
GC usage..blah blah blah..
i dun even bother talking about it..

Econs..
was the only subject that i thought was acceptable.
bt then again, the preamble given was so generic, most of my answer was inferred!
and i tot it was supposed to train us on data usage for case study..

see my point?
e-learning is the dumbest thing among all the dumb things MOE had implemented.
and i dun care if u'r an MOE enthusiast.
this is just my personal opinion.



bleaghxx!!!

@10:35 AM


hahaha..
we were late for school today!!!
Was really pissed in the beginning cos we waited 20mins for the bus, and we saw 2 empty buses passing by us cos and they were off service..
and when we finally got onto the next bus, it was super full!
the bus driver said that there was an accident further down the road,
but completely no link..
what has the accident dat's further down got to do with the rationale of having 2 buses off service?

anyway, when we got to the SCDF area, the bus was stopped cos there was a road block for some unknown reason..
so we had to detour and get to cck via the expressway..
guess wat we saw??
8 172 buses stuck at the expressway cos of the accident..
adilla said she saw a van toppled sideways..

anyway, on the bright side,we got to miss 20mins of hist tut..
oh! and we didnt have to stand under the hot sun during flag raising today..wahaha..

@8:22 PM




hahaha..finally got to go out with a "heavily pregnant" adilalalalala..
eh..nt i say u pregnant wan ah..u admitted urself (:

i finally satisfied my craving for chippy-the british takeaway!!
i lurrve the cheesy curry chicken or watever u call it..
the name's too long for me to rmb..hee..
i super love the cheeeeeeeeeeeeesse..!!
adilla says curry and cheese dun go together..haha..

oh..and i tried the white chocolate mocha in starbucks..
conclusion: i personally still like coffee bean better..heheh..
starbucks is just too sweet for my liking..
i dun really have a sweet tooth anyway..my classmates will know..heheh..
i dun really like cakes and puffs too..haven't had a birthday cake for years..
i prefer birthday cookies! hahaha..im wierd..i know..
nonono..im not wierd..im just particular..hahaha..

ok..i've got to do GP reflection on tibet alrd..
*whines*

@9:43 PM


HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO DILYS!!
hahaha..didn't get to celebrate ur bdae with u this yr..
anyway, u're finally legal to legally say ur dirrrty yellow jokes.. (:

changed my blog add..
dun't really know what's with the unscathed..
but it was the only word i could think of anyway..

this is super random..
ok..i've got to go back to SMUN..
super irritating..urgh..

@8:55 PM


i feel like eating something now..
here's a subtle hint..





















ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM ICE-CREAM







this is super random..hah..

@11:12 PM