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Amelia.
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PAP.PPS.JSS.PJC.SMU(LKCSB)

Slightly temperamental,
slight OCD tendencies,
mild control freak.
Gore lover.
slightly anti-social
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Obsessed by a fairy tale,
we spend our lives searching for a magic door
and a lost kingdom of peace.

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hahaha...comical...
today was the shortest choir prac in my history..
carol wasnt around, and the other 2 SLs were voiceless..
so the whole sectional was called off due to inefficientcy..hah..

yippee!! i found the last episode of ghost whisperer on youku.com!!
yesh..no need to spend $20 on the whole set..hahahahaha..

oh yeah..i just realised pple can't find my tagbox..hahaha..
pls refer to navigations at the right of the page
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there..see the gal hanging fr the line? with the print "tag" on her dress??
yea yea..click on that..hahaha..




































ok..i forgot what i really wanted to blog about..nvm..hahaha..
toodloos!
oh..i love that word..hahaha..

p/s: woohoooo...chelsea got into the next round!
woooooooooohooooooo...siseley is OUT!!!

@10:37 PM


there's choir tomorrow...
i dunno why, bt im actually looking forward to it..hahaha...
mayb it's cos im too bored at home...

ok..it's confirmed..im gg to Changi hospital to work..
starting from 3rd dec..
the good news is that i've got 6% commission!!
wahahha...more money for shopping...
bt im so not looking forward to the long travelling hours...



see...ok..mayb u can't see..
64mins + 15mins of bus ride = 79mins
79mins X 2times a day X 6days = 15hr 48mins of my life wasted!

haix...for the sake of the money..
im sacrificing 16hrs of my youth..
oh..the cruelty of reality..there's always a catch to everything.. *drama*

ok...im gonna catch some slp..have been missing slp these days..
toodloos!

@10:11 PM


ok...random stuff...
not that anybody's interested anyway..




1) im gonna watch enchanted..



2) im sooo addicted to taiwan shows...i spent sooo much time watching it...

3) and im feeling guilty for nt studying.hah.

4) i can only answer the first qn on the maths hol hw.

5) that's really bad...i need HELP!



6) i need a diet soon...im having my 2nd puberty these days...

7) my mom said i could block out an elephant alrd..

8) everyone's moving on...so move on...



9) i slept at 5am yesterday...and woke up at 10am..bleaghx..

10)i still haven return allie's storybk.

11)i wanna go shopping...!

12)i wanna buy more V.C Andrews books

13)im gg to be working at changi hospital after all.they couldnt find a
replacement.that sucks.

14)christmas is coming...yay! let's have a christmas party...



15)ok...im being ignored.

16)when's ghost whisperer season 3 coming back??



17)i hate sticky pple..

18)i love pomegranate! my dad just bought some..hahahaha...



19)im bored.
20)im still bored.


@9:24 PM


okie...it's 3plus in the morning...

main pt is that im nt aslp in my comfy bed...

main main pt is that i can't slp...

main main main pt is that i dunno y i can't slp..

hahaha...im done with gong zhu xiao mei...



after watching this show, i realised sth..
if u cover wuzun's nose, he looks really feminine! i mean really really feminine!
heh...
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nw im hooked onto the X family..



ahhh...the main characters are sooo good looking...
good plot with good looking characters...what else can i ask for?
heheh...



this is ding xiao yu, my fave character in the show...
sooo cute!!
hahahaha...



he is known as gui long in the show...
i know he looks really 台 in this photo, bt watch the show and u will find him charismatic actually...although i am nt a fan of wang dong chen..
okok...actually i only like the coloured eye contacts...wahaha!
is that grey or blue? i tot it was grey, bt some1 told me it's blue...



oh! and this is shakespere's fave student, wang ya se...
okok...he's nt exactly good looking...bt he look better in gong zhu xiao mei..

yaya..alot more pple would think that danson guy is more good looking in the show..bt he looks so gay with the low V neck t-shirt he's wearing throughout the show! ok...maybe it's just me..

hahaha..this is probably the lamest post ever...
things you would resort to doing cos ur just too bored...
bt watch the show! it's nice! :)

@3:13 AM


went to bugis today with pajiao and honey...
on the way home, a stupid old man spoiled my otherwise really fantastic mood...bleaghxx...
this is the stupid old man:



we were on the MRT, happily talking..then suddenly an old man stopped in front of me and demanded that i move..

stupid old man: eh girl(roughly)..gt space la..move leh...
me: *turns to look for space* huh? where got space?


the moment i turned over to tell him there wasn't any space, b4 i knew it, he squeezed next to me...
alarmed, i jumped up...pissed...real pissed...haven been this angry since...i can't rmb...
being me, i just rolled my eyes at him and started cursing him under my breath...humph...of all pple, he must come and squeeze beside me...stupid idiot ti ko pek..

if he were to tell me politely, i would have given up my seat for him without any complains..bleaghx..bt instead, he just squeezed beside me..obviously i would be pissed rite??!
and i thought that old pple were nice...

just as what fion said..i really really hope he dun have osteoporosis...if nt he wld be in ICU right now...i predict he fell down the flight of stairs when he alighted fr the MRT...wahahahaha...

bt overall, i still tink i was pretty nice to that stupid old man for nt yelling at him in public...hahaha...ok..im just concerned bt my own image..bt i could have screamed at him...besides, i could sue him for harassment!!

see...another disadvantage for looking dumb...
first, the mt tcher picks on u
then, a stupid old man steals ur seat...
and almost sat on u...
bleaghxx...
i need a makeover...sth that will make me look smarter...hah..

@7:19 PM




yesh! my "search for the next pussycat dolls" is back!!!!
they had a makeover in today's episode...
CHELSEA...!! what did that stupid sissy do to ur b-e-a-utiful hair??!

@10:15 PM

Metro SIF day 2

went for Metro SIF day 2...
initially wanted to get sth..so that i dun waste the 20% staff discount that is entitled to us only on the day of CIP duty...
bt i soon realised that the stuff there didn't appeal to me..hahaha...



hee...my partner in crime..(cowboy accent)
oh yeah...do u all know that jo's really good in thai and aussie accent??? hahaha...



hi..meet my new boyfriend...hahaha...! tall and handsome right...?? bt too bad he's nt dark...i jus broke up with him 2mins ago..hahahaha...
the lady on the right is his new gf...wahaha...



this is the free teddy that we were supposed to give the donators..bt it's outta stock..
teddy's doing the meiqian supermodel pose...



*gasp* joanne!!! hw could u??!! u just dismembered teddy! nw he's nt called teddy..he's called baika 1..hahaha...



this is the view on the escalator..pretty huh..hahaha..
reminds me that my favorite season..CHRISTMAS! is coming to town..!
just yesterday i was asking jo..why doesn't santa go to kampong? y he only go to town? hahaha... (u know..the song..."santa claus is coming to town...."?)

okie...will post more pix when i get them...there's a teddy that i dressed up as a sumo coming up! :)

@6:55 PM


okie...mass updates...
have been slping real early these days...
so i havent been blogging..hahaha...
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19th november-

we went to city hall yesterday...met 4 wierd pple..
3 of them made real funny noises when they walked past us, and im the most pissed with the fourth one...

we were walking at some ulu area near the durian, and there was this person walking in the other direction..he was wearing a brown shirt, and he looked like he's fr philippines or myanmar..u know..based on his looks la..
he was holding his phone at a position that was too high to convince me that he was readin an sms or something..it looked more like he was aiming his cam at us...
then when we looked away and shuhui covered her face, he exclaimed "shit!" that really confirmed our suspicions...dilys was really agitated..she screamed idiot after him..
we felt really uncomfortable after that...he looked like some "ji go pek"...hahaha...

dilys took a photo of him..just in case we needed any evidence..hah..bt too bad we only managed to capture his backview..will upload it if dilys does..hahaha...
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20th november-

went for Metro SIF today...
the highest donation amount is $50 and
the lowest donation amount was $0.50

hahaha...im quite surprised that ple actually donate such huge amts..there were a number of $10 notes...
this was quite different fr the flag day..
i rmb during our sec4 CIP for flag day, the highest donation amt was only $2 and pple actualy put $0.05! cheeeeepo....
bt one thing never change...the feeling of rejection..hahaha...
im sooo used to rejection after today...come on...reject me...i can take it..wahahaha....

the first few hrs went by really quickly..bt time really crawled by really really slowly on the last few hrs...heh...5mins seemed like forever...
the worst thing is that there are no teddy bears till the 23rd of nov!!!!!
haix...and i actually wanted to donate today and collect the bear...bleaghxx...

today was a really tiring day..after the CIP, i had to take a train back to JP, and then take a bus to tuas to collect my timesheet, and then take another bus back to JP, and then take MRT to JE to hand in my timesheet to adecco...bleaghx..so troublesome..my agent not in the office..aiyo...
ane then i had to take the train back to JP to meet dabian for dinner...hahaha...spent loads of money today on transport...at least i got the timesheets settled in one day..
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i also jus knew today that if i quit choir, the events that i went to in J1 would be void...
this is because our dear instructor made it this way n our dear tchers are sooo submissive to her..
haix...seems like im stuck in choir for the rest of my JC life...
wish me luck pple...
i hope i dun die halfway...
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btw, anyone knows what happened to the "search for the next pusycat dolls" ??
i stayed up in anticipation for it last wk...and then some other show replaced it...bleaghxx..no more hot girls...(to shuhui n dilys: im straight ok!!)

hahaha........ook..im gonna slp soon..nitex!

@9:16 PM

exasperation

today was the last day at SGH....
kinda sad actually...this job is tiring me out..both mentally and physically...
mentally cos im nt the kind who can start talking to strangers like i know them for my whole life in 10mins...
i just managed to have a proper conversation wif the others and they tell me that i've gt to leave...
bleaghxx...nw i've got to start all over...

solution 1:
im nt gg to try to have a proper conversation in Alexandra.H alrd...waste my effort..im gonna leave in a week's time anyway...waste energy...

solution 2:
try to warm up to strangers faster...this is nt gg to happen..

conclusion: i will do solution 1...it's so much easier..hahahaha...i doubt i will
see these pple again in my entire life anyway..i know this sounds really
A-social...bt it's really more practical.. :(
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should i quit choir?
should i stay?

haixx....so puzzled...
khalisah is quitting choir to concentrate on her studies..
another one down...

reasons for quitting choir:
1) im a boderline promote..i dun wanna flunk my As becos of choir..esp since there
are sooo many events next yr..
2) khalisah's quiting.im nt close wif the others..wat's the pt of gg?
3) i dun wanna waste my time there...

reasons for staying:
1) im nt sure if my testimonial wld be affected..as in will my participation in
choir events be void if i quit..
2) i can't think of any other reason y i should stay...

conclusion: seems like im all for quitting...bt the only reason for staying is the
main, most impt factor!! if they void my participation, i will be
wasting the time and effort that i put into the performances and events!

gimme a sign...a hint..anything!

@11:16 PM


IM SOOO TIRED!!
i fell aslp while eating lunch jus nw...im so exhausted...would be slping nw if there's no ghost whisperer finale today...
urgh..y is it finishing so soon?! luckily there's a season 3...hahaha...
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sad...i just managed to warm up to my collegues and i was just informed that im supposed to go to changi hospital for the 2nd and 3rd wk of my job...and the agent didn't inform me abt it! idiot..and she dare malign me that i maligned her...bleaghx...i didn't ok..it's nt in the contract anyway..besides, fion went with me to the interview and nth was mentioned..

i am unwilling to go to CGH...so far..nw im alrd so tired, and have to wake up at 6am alrd..go changi i muz wake up at wat? 5am?
they even tried to persuade me by giving me a pay raise..
i admit that really tempted me..bt i was alrd so exhausted gg to outram..i tink i will die on the way to changi...

luckily my sales today was good..hallelujah..so i had the upper hand...
so they decided to send me to Alexandra hospital which is alot nearer la...hahaha...
and the supposedly tyrannic supervisor was nice to me anyway...

ok..resolution for next yr: learn hw to warm up to pple faster..ok..make that alot faster...

@9:45 PM




TALK TO ME PPLE!!

@9:00 PM


hahaha..it's been an interesting week so far...met loads of interesting pple, and also experienced first hand political rivalry...bleaghxx...

there's this auntie promoter who's also selling anti-aging cream next to me( what's the management doing??!) and she tried to steal my customer fr me RIGHT UNDER MY NOSE!
i was explaining to my customer abt the product, and she asked bout the prices...so i told her...then, this auntie came and exclaimed" huh?! so expensive ah?! " then she went on to promote her stuff...
of course i was really pissed...so i stayed beside them and listened to their conversation till that auntie promoter said that her product contained AHA( a kind of technology that allows top skin to peel off to promote skin regeneration, bt nt suitable for sensitive skin) so...

i said : huh?! AHA??! (turning to customer) i tot u said u have sensitive skin? hw
can use AHA??! and isn't AHA the technology fr the stone ages?! u mean it
stil exist?! all the new products are using hyaluronic acid alrd!

i know dat's really mean and bitchy...bt she started it first! luckily the customer turned back to my product, and she bought quite a few products too...
i felt like turning back to that auntie promoter and stick out my tongue, wave my hands in the air and shout "nanee nanee poooo poooooo!"
bt of course i didnt do dat la...

im really lucky that i hit the sales target for the first 3 days...hope this would continue...hahaha...amen!

i also met many interesting pple...
just today, i met an air stewardess! soooo chio! she's flying with SIA, serving the business class! soo cool...the best part is that she just came back fr paris few days ago, and she's gg to perth this very minute!! hahaha...and she bought quite alot of stuf too...dat's the cutest part..wahahaha...!

the second interesting person i met today is this guy, who walked into the pharmacy fr the front door, and...
he shouted: where are the promoters?!
without stopping walking...he just shouted and walked right out of the back door...
i didn't even have the chance to shout...which one? we got 7 promoters here!
hahaha...i tink he's playing truth or dare...with himself.

ok...im gonna slp alrd...soo tired...gt new blister on my foot..haixx...
btw, i tot the search for the next pussycat dolls is on tonight?! y is it replaced with that amazing race?! (sorry sh..i jus dun like that show...hahaha...)
ok...bye pple...or me...hahaha...

@10:15 PM

first day

heh...first day at kinerase and i was late..
i didn't know what to wear!! i had no formal clothes so i spent loads of time in the morning picking out the clothes..
nt to mention the make-up needed..
to think that i used to wear slippers and shorts to my previous job...hah..

the worst thing is..
the dumb heels are killing me!!
i dun understand hw some pple can run and shop whole day with killer heels...hahaha...
i didn't walk much, bt i stood for 8 and a half hrs in those monstrous invention...
bleaghx...

i didn't make much friends today..cos the other promoters are mostly aunties...hah...
there's a generation gap...
or maybe it's cos im still nt familiar with them..
i heard that there's 2 other promoters coming 2molo..which is around our age!!
but!(see..there's always a catch..)
i also heard that the supervisor( who's on leave today) is super strict..and she would ban promoters fr the pharmacy..hah..

the sales was nt bad today...i managed to exceed the target despite the high prices..
for my previous job, out target was to exceed hundred..
over here, one bottle of kinerase is close or more than a hundred..hah..
ironic...

cheena conclusion of the day...
钱不容易赚!(as quoted fr my mom)

@8:50 PM

VAIO!!



yippee!!
mommy finally bought me a lappie after 5 long years...
ecstatic!!!
it's a white vaio..we bought it at a discounted price cos of the Harvey Norman 6th anniversary sale...hehehe...

at first, i thought that i could immediately start exploring it,
BUT,
sony decided to NOT give me the backup disc, so i had to do it by myself..
which is really REALLY irritating!
being the com idiot, i realised that i had to do the recovery disc on my own after reading the instructions
THEN,
after 20 long, gruelling mins of loading, the stupid system said that the disc could not be created! this is soooo irritating!!
i dun gettit..we spent nearly $2000 on this..why can't they just give us a CD that probably costs only $0.80?!!

and worst of all, it didn't tell me what was compatible with the system!
it directed me to the online help guide thingy, and it was seriously no help to me at all!

blah..watever...
i'm gonna call sony helpline early in the morning to bug them about it...
and i'm gonna complain for the backup disc!!

@12:24 AM


OMG!!!
ghost whisperer is sooo exciting!!
season finale next week..MUST WATCH!!!
anyone knows where i can rent it?? i want to burn!!
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ok..i sidetracked fr what i was gg to talk about..hahaha...
we got back our promotional status today...
mdm loh told me i was a boderline promote...ok..at least i was promoted..
i would also like to thank pple who gave me loads of encouragement at my lowest..esp pajiao, honey and zh..

bt i feel kinda sad that some of us are leaving pjc, and that some of us are retaining...esp the jss pple that went on to pjc with me...
some of the happy grp members are retaining...
dun worry..we will certainly meet in school...
im gonna miss our CM's cold cold jokes, and philosophical ideology, and her open defiance..hahaha..
im gonna miss preethi..our pw member for a whole year...
im gonna miss mq's laughter and frankness...
not forgetting khalisah..who had yet to kill me for ps-ing her in choir..

im sorry for nt consoling u all..cos i didn't know hw...
i was afraid that i was gg to make things worse for u guys..dat's y i chose to zip my mouth..
i didn't want to appear hypocritical..
bt i really feel sad that we're gg to be seperated...
i wish u guys all the best, and to go for whatever you want most..

all of you were the reason jc life was made less stressful and more fun..
all these fun times would definitely be etched deeply in my memory...
:)thank you...

@10:59 PM


we will be getting promotional status tomorrow...
i wonder hw we will do..
hahaha...

it's so unpredictable for my case...
i barely made it for my promos...
and i didn't make it for my mye and CAs...which is part of the promo criteria..
xianz...

i haven started on revision on the J1 stuff yet...
if i promote, i promise to try really hard to catch up with the rest...
bt if i retain, i guess it's just another route i've to take, which is planned by the "uppers"..
i guess i will have to take it in my stride..
bt i dun wan to be the only one left behind...

watever...we can just hope for the better..haha..
good luck pple!

@10:43 PM

new add

yippee!!
i finally got the time and mood to change my blog add..heheh..
cos i want to escape fr some pple...
namely..the c***r pple..

ok..i told them that i went overseas..
bt in actual fact, i got a job!!
so i needed some kind of excuse for my week long absence..hee...
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i went for the training for the job today...
i tot i walked into the wrong room..it was like a bio lecture!
and being the bio idiot, i had no idea what cell my trainer was talking about..haha..
and the worst part, there's a test on monday before i officially start work!

ok..the salary's good...
bt there's a catch!
i must wear make-up and heels, and stand from 9am-6.30pm!!
omg..no heels pls...
the worst part is i've got to wear formal clothes, and i dun have any...
bleaghxx..

ok..i shall do a little publicity..
the company i'm working for is KINERASE..
basically, the target group is pple who have mild to moderate pigmentation on their skin, as well as wrinkles!
pple! nw's the time to be a filial child! buy it for ur parents as christmas present!!
bt, it's only available in hospital pharmacies, and must buy fr me! :)



haha..the security guard uncle at the HQ was so polite and nice!
this was the visiting pass...
i had to stick it on my clothes..reminds me of OP..hahaha..



ok..to end, i'm gonna be working at Singapore general hospital..
i will be working alone..again..
drop by when ur free ok...
hee...

@10:21 PM


heh..persuaded mom and dad to take us out for lunch...
too bored stiff at home..
hahaha...we went for pepper lunch..again!
cos mom didn't like ajisen...( i won't give up mom! u will love ajisen one day!)
btw, the GOMA ice-cream there's fantastic!the best part is it's not expensive!
the caramel's good too..bt DO NOT order the green tea..it just taste like the 50cents ice-cream in mcD..



and then...mom wanted to do marketing in GIANT..
we're the dwarfs..hahahha...
so while mom was picking up the meat........



we did this..hahaha..
my mom still had the "what's going on face"...
my face looks wierd cos i'm still stuffing my mouth with the cheese balls..it's good!
(note: the one on the right...can u see?? that's dabian...)
wahahaha....
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ok..i'm irritated...
imeem's not working well...
loudfusion doesn't have the latest click five songs..
and the worst part is they don't let me upload fr my own devices!
bleaghx..
can someone recommend something better?!

:X

@12:05 AM

Zoooooooooooo





yes! went to the zoo with the happy and sad gang..hahhaha..
we went there FOC thanks to dilys and her dad!
we saved like ($5 + $16.50)X 8 pple... :)
i realised that it actually wasn't so far away..it was much nearer than i thought..hah..
boo..i didn't get to bully the dumb penguins..cos they weren't in the glass enclosure that they were supposed to be in..
aiya..i was anticipating the triumphant momment when i get to bully the penguins..

hey..bt i got to see loads more animals..
the cutest of the lot was of course the sea lions..sooo cute!
and not forgetting the tall giraffes, polar bear, miniature horses,the otter, and the dogs at the dog show!!

guess wat..i spent around $5 on drinks today..bleaghx..



this is one of it..this cost me $3.90!
and i usually dun exceed a bottle of water a day!! too bad i was alrd soo exhausted and thirsty..it kinda was an oasis for me in the "desert"..
surprise surprise..hahha..
bt the "picnic" was nice...shuhui and dilys prepared most of the food..there was linguine, cream of mushroom soup and sandwiches! It tasted good even though shuhui didn't even trust her own creation..hahaha..comical..

i've only got a few fotos off hand..
will upload the rest when i gettit fr the rest!





some random foto that dilys snapped in the bus..she claimed that this looked emo..hah..







eh..i know hw to wear shades ok...it jus looks better inverted on me..hahahaha..





bloop..bloop..bloop...





ahh..elephant..soo bigg...pls ignore the pple on the elephant..it wasn't my intention to give them free publicity..haha..lolx..



there's the otter!! soo cute..just like the cartoon..




the white tiger..isn't it majestic?









this..is the new meaning of emo culture...look at it! it's biting it's own tail!



this is a fake giraffe..hahaha...it's a bushy thingy..



the jaguar...or cheetah..aiya..whichever one la..they are all giant cats anyway..it was moving to and fro so quickly that i couldn't get a proper foto..bleaghx..i think it's worried..hahaha..



oh..we went to botanic gardens too..haha..nono..this was also found in the zoo..i tink this would make 10cups of coffee if it's real..






we also chanced upon a wedding in the zoo...they even had a b-e-a-utiful carraige..ahh..soo fantasy..too bad the prince isn't good looking..hahaha...
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note!: i just recieved the rest of the fotos..too many alrd..lazy to arrange in chronological order..just imagine ok..haha..







eww..what an ugly monkey...













































help!! that thing's eating me!! and evil shuhui didn't even bother helping me!













S.H.E.L.T.E.R




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went for ABRSM theory exam this morning..
so kiasu..i tot i would lose my way so i went xtra early..i reached Hong kah sec at 9am when the paper starts at 10am..hahaha..
and even then, i'm not the first to reach!
and even though there's no registration needed, the kiasu parents stood outside the exam venues for around 1hr..hah..

the paper wasn't difficult..bt i wasnt prepared for the performance directions qn..
ok..i'm lazy..i didn't memorise..
bt hey..it's in italian,german, and french! and i dun even speak that..
so irritating..why can't they all just use standard english instead?
blah blah..i know i know..it's cos the best musicians all originate fr these countries..bt it's alrd the 21st century..come on la..use english..i dun mind chinese oso..hahha..

i finished the paper in half and hour when it's supposed to be a 2hr paper..is that good or bad? i can't predict..it always turns out the other way so i'm gonna shut up this time..hahaha..
at least the invigilator was cute...hahaha...

ok...i'm bored talking about theory..gonna entertain myself..haha..byeee...

@11:12 PM