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Amelia.
18 going on 800
PAP.PPS.JSS.PJC.SMU(LKCSB)

Slightly temperamental,
slight OCD tendencies,
mild control freak.
Gore lover.
slightly anti-social
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Obsessed by a fairy tale,
we spend our lives searching for a magic door
and a lost kingdom of peace.

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hallo!
Amelia is feeling bouncy today..hahaha..
Had racial harmony celebrations today..
it wasn't as bad as i thought..
maybe cos there wasn't any boring concert and we didn't have to tolerate 2hrs in the hall watching some traditional thing, and having pins and needles in our feet.
instead, we had a funfair!
they even invited this stall selling traditional chinese titbits like mua chee and stuff, and even candy floss and popcorn..
so we bought................






Malt candy!
looks nice huh..
believe it or not, today's my first time trying this..
yeah..i know..i've gt no childhood..
hahaha..
oh yeah!
Today's the last time im gonna rush to my locker early in the morning just to put up the quiz questions..
and i've just completed all the nonsense like the SGC, Portfolio, PQ etc..
i dun gettit..why is PJC the only one that needs 2 leather bound folders for our resume?
besides, there are so many overlaps that i think it would be more efficient if we just photocopied everything..haha..
watever..nw that that's done, i've gt more time to do things that are more urgent..
yay!
i've gt sth random to say..
i hate the weather..it's super humid..
i hate it cos it frizzes up my hair,
dries my skin,
make me sweat like a pig,
transform my face into a mirror,
make me super temperamental cos of the heat.
even my utilities bill went up cos my whole family now bathe 3times a day to keep ourselves cool despite the airconditioning..
serves us right for having such high body temperatures..haha..
bt one gd thing abt that is that we wouldn't be affected by the cold so much..
ok..i've gt to start on my econs DRQ..
haven't been studying-studying for days..
toodloos!

p/s: who wants to watch mummy?


@11:08 PM


I know i've not been updating..
haha..so let the pictures do the talking then...



there's a new craze recently about my magnetic pig and sheep..hahaha..
i shall save the explicit disgusting details for myself..heheh..

School's been sucky..
loads of overdue homework and essays to be done..
sometimes i envy the science students..
all they do is fill in a few lines, which could be done in a short time..
try writing an essay, referring to your notes for content, come out with evaluations and trying to finish the essay ASAP.
i promise you, it's not pleasant..

several serious issues happening too..
apparantly the issue of our wonderful GP tcher was brought up to mr. sars,
and suddenly i have to meet him on friday to submit a "report" of sylvia teo.
~ shudders ~

i have a sudden craving for badminton..
i dunno why..haha..
maybe it's becos we started playing table tennis at the end of our CIP just so that we cld clock till 5pm..
hahaha..
why don't our PE lessons offer badminton?!
i hate captain's ball..
seriously, i dun see what's so fun about it..
it's just like soccer.
dumb games.
what's so fun about 22people kicking a stupid ball which apparantly the creators forgot to colour?
ok..this is just my perception.
every one knows im anti-SC and anti-sports and anti-streamists anyway..
haha..

ok..gotta go back to studying..
and not forgetting the portfolio..
will complain about that soon..hahaha..
i shld change my blog add to "amelia'sccomplainblog.blogspot.com"
i tink dat's more apt.

p/s: i need my beauty sleep. :(
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@12:43 AM


SUPER IRRITATED W PJC RIGHT NOW!
Yes, it may be true that technology creates more convenience..
BUT, that's only true if it's used correctly!

-First issue-
i tried to access the ugly PJ portal to start on my SGC,
and guess what i saw?



This.
you may ask "what's the problem w it besides being hideous?"
this would be my answer- " do you even see any links besides the dumb ugly calender?"
then you will say- "hmm..nope.."
so i'll say- "then why does it even bother asking us to select a menu item"

plus, they said everything would be up and running by last friday.
it's wed now(12.10am alrd)
that's 6extra days grace!
there were problems during e-learning day, and there are problems now!
urgh, there's a reason why we're called a JC, not a poly.
so let the poly pple be the IT savvy one can?
if you can't ensure that the programme works perfectly well, then don't do it!

i just dun gettit.
we have the updated, nicer, glam-er version of our portal.
why oh why must they insist on the hideous looking one?!
how to concentrate on typing my SGC when half the time im condemning the whole site?
urgh!

-2nd issue-

there's GP mock later. dun wanna go.
what's the point? it's in the afternoon!
don't anybody in the entire sch know that the time period of 3-5pm is when the human brain experiences the most fatigue??
how to reach our full potential when we're half dead and not concentrating?!
btw, i haven study..hahahahahahahaha..

-3rd issue-
i am selected for the NE quiz.
tell me why?
screw the system!
why should i stay back until 5plus to do the dumb quiz when i could go home and do my work or revitalize myself with an afternoon nap at 2pm?!
which part of me gives you the impression that i'm interested in national affairs?!
i'm not even 100% singaporean!
everyone knows that i wld be the first to flee the country if there were to be pandemonium.
i wld be stupid to stay.
plus, it's less than 50days to prelims.
it's ironic that the sch says it's super important, it's an important yardstick or milestone or watever, but they still get the J2s to do it.
don't they know that contradicting policies led to political doldrums for some of the biggest names in history?!
see, pple dun take history. that's why they repeat the mistakes in history!!!!!!!
watever. im not staying back to do the stupid quiz.
serves me right for being the GP rep.
and for the last time, it wasn't voluntary.
it was cos NO ONE ELSE wanted to and she was waiting for an answer.

i seriously detest those people who encouraged me to enter a JC
i shld have gone to a poly when i had the chance.
at least pple there are mostly happy.




ok..sorry for the outburst..
i couldnt control it cos it accumulates.
esp since there are so many things on my mind now, unpleasant ones.
many unpleasant stuff happening right now.
where's my gore when i need it?
:(

p/s: im holding back the f word.

@12:06 AM


hey..
nth much has been happening except for the fact that my panda eyes are creeping in..
hahaha..
i actually wanted to complain abt the racial harmony thing,
but certain details are politically incorrect for it to be said..
(pajiao and honey knows.. (: )
anyways, i've gt to wake up superbbb early tomoro to put up the stuff onto the notice board..
pls jesus..pls let salty wake up on time........

i brought my lappie to the service centre yesterday..
no,PCcillin works fine,
its just that the wireless driver's gone conkers..
and Windows Vista still sucks..sucks super enormously big time!
my baby will only be discharged fr the repair centre next wk..
and i have to go on a week day..
anybody free??

hmm..let me think..nope..
nothing's been happening alrd..
you've just been reading a page of Amelia's super boring life of words...
you can throw the book away now..
or quit this window now..hahaha..

















The feeling's returning..
everytime i feel things are getting better,
that feeling ruins everything.
it gets me disappointed in everything that i have.
i hate it.

@10:06 AM


HAH
im too bored, cos im giving my stupid anti-virus software a last chance to prove its worth.
it's scanning away while im doing this..heheh..

1. The person who last tag you is: Adilla
2. Your relationship with him/her is: FRIEND =D
3. Your five impression of him/her:
A. Crazy
B. Loud
C. Emo at times
D. incoherrent
E. I like this person. (see,im nice ok..)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: getting a toy stuck in Far East's escalator in sec2..hahaha..
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: "Amelia is bitchy today." hah.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will: go see a psychologist. i dun wan to end up like mahathir for practicing sodomy.hahahaaha..
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: erm..i dun think she will become my lover, so..next qn!
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: slap her to her senses?haha..kidding..find out why?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: She hated me first.haha.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: give her air freshener. She's forever complaining Singaporeans stink.hahaha.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: intrigued.
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: cynical?
13. The characters you love of yourself are: oh..you mean charactor traits? err..practical?
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: i dun wanna drain my self esteem..let's move on..haha..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: like jesus christ. hahaha.
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Although i do not say much, i care and like you too, and i cherish every friendship. (:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you
1. Adilla (haha..your turn)
2.Shuhui
3. Fadhilah
4. Dilys
5. Vivian
6. RB (your blog's decomposing..haha)
7. Weitieng
8. Allie
9. Jaishree
10. Meiqian
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? woah! How would i know?
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Female
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? erm..they dun even know each other existed..
22. What is no.2 studying about? The same as wat im stuying.
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? The last time we ate mac breakfast together? that was eons ago!
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? oh! i know this one!She likes J-pop!
KAR-TUN rite??
25. Does no.1 have any siblings? Yup..her doughnut loving brother..haha..
26. Will you woo no.3? erm,no..haha..
27. How about no.5? ewww!!! im not practicing incest!
28. Is no.4 single? yup,bt definitely not lonely..heheh..
29. What is the surname of no.5? Lee!
30. What 's the hobby of no.4? spacing out,sleeping,finding good food,hunk watching.hahaha..
31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? they dun know each other, bt they certainly have met..hahaha..jaish, rmb the chopper?
32. Where is no.2 studying at? PayJC
33. Talk something casually about no.1: We know each other since sec1. We were in the canteen the first time we spoke.haha.
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? what feelings?
35. Where does no.9 live at? Bukit Timah,i miss the roti prata.haha.
36. What colour does no.4 like? black,red, anything striking, bt she denies it.
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? yes, if the sun rises fr the north.
38. Does no.7 like no.2? Erm, they dun really know-know each other..
39. How do you get to know no.2? Classmates.
40. Does no.1 have any pets? Her birds, and her imaginary friend in her brain.haha.
41. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? yes, to her future lover.hahaha.

wow..that was a super long survey.
Let's check the progress of the anti virus scan.
not bad, it's at 93% after scanning for 2centuries..
im amazed at its lightning speed and efficiency!
hahaha..btw, did anyone realise the person who did this can't count? There isnt a qn 21!

@11:35 PM


this wk was anything bt predictable..hahaha..
we got back our results for our MYE..
overall, i tink i scored ok..considering that i didnt have the time and mood to study..hah..
although my grades did slip a little.

ok..enough of the exams..
that is too solemn for me today..hahaha..
Amelia is happy today..
She spent her precious saturday w her honey and waiyu..
it was supposed to be a short breakfast meeting, bt we ended up in von's house..
i downloaded loads of themes!!

oh! i finally changed my phone..
the motorola is probably the longest phone i've had..
haha..i usually cheat, i change phones w my dad..hee..
ok..back to the new phone, i bought W910i..
now me and my honey have matchy-matchy phones..hahaha..
i know its super common, bt i still like it..
plus, its cheap too! it was only $48..hahaha..

i also went out w weitieng on wed..i think..
i can never rmb dates..
haven't seen her in awhile..hahaha..

- NEWSFLASH! -
A horse entered Amelia's com..
it's name is trojan and it's charging around, causing lots of damage.
The authorities had been trying to bring it down, with no avail..
Hence, they had requested help fr. the residents (you).
pls help save Amelia..she would appreciate it..

_End of newsflash_

:(

@10:06 PM


Amelia has a supra-mundane life..
it's youth day and she's stuck at home like some old granny..
even her daddy gets to go out..

hahaha..
its the day before judgement day, the day before PJC year 2 students get back their results.
ok..maybe not all, bt im pretty sure we're at least getting back our GP and H1.
Please let amelia pass her GP..
Please
Please
Please........................................

oh..and sth just hit me,
IT'S TERM 3 STARTING TOMORROW!!!!!
omg,it's so quick!
btw, watare we supposed to bring tomorrw?
okk..
i shall do consistent work fr nexterm onwards..
i promise not to slack anymore..
(even though i might fail everything in common test)

:/

@11:36 AM


OK..im bored..
that's why im doing this..
cos huixian tagged..hahaha..

__________________________________________________

Rules: Each blogger starts with 10 random facts or habits about themselves.
1.I dun believe in fairytales.
2.people misjudge me.
3.i can't walk..hahahaha..
4.i love playing with leftover food.
5.i love gore.
6.i hate fruits.
7.i wanna turn time back to 1990.
8.i dun like to get my hands dirty.
9.i dun believe kindness begets kindness. the good guys always die first.
10. many say im too practical, maybe too much for my own good.

1. Have you ever loved someone?Yes,if you consider my mom,dad,my dog, my kitten, my bolster, oh wait, its someone? not something?
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or Bf?wat's bf? bad-flu? hahahaha..
3. Who are the people you trust most? me, myself, saya, wo, amelia, jing wen etc..
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? maybe? depending on the situation.
5. Are you missing someone now? ya..i lost my dogs..
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain? no. dun ask why.
7. What are your goals for this year? i didnt even know euro08 started- and ended.
8. What is your greatest wish? to be contented. that's not gonna happen.
9. What feeling do you love most? the lil' things that pple do that touches me in some way.
10.What are the requirements you wish from your other half? as the qn stated, it's "wish". "wishes" don't ever come true.
11. List the best moments in your life. the moment which i knew all the people i know now. Even if we dun really talk anymore.
12. What do you hate most? hate is a strong word..let's use detest instead..hahaha..i detest many many things. the list would go on and on and on and on and on and ....
13. Which ia more important to you,Love or Money? im a libra. i seek a balance.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? does anybody here realise that these qns are gg in circles?!
15. Do you enjoy cartoons? yeah..i love spongebob and winnie the pooh. haha..
16. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.Huixian ah? she is very very salty. There you go! 5 words!
17. What have you done to please yourself? eat loads, dun exercise and dun get overweight?
18. Name your favourite quote. I dun have one. i dun believe the person who said the quote can live up to it anyway.
19. What do you want most for your birthday? A real birthday. A birthday that is not ruined by unforeseen circumstances.
20. What are the saddest moments in your life? when i feel slighted.

Instructions:Remove one question from above and add in your personal question: remove qn 15 n ask: " what's your take on friendship?"
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they’ve been tagged.

1.Huixian (hah!)
2.Dilys
3.shuhui
4.adilla
5.vivian
6.Ruibin
7.Mei Qian
8.Jaishree
________________________________________________________

@1:18 PM


yesterday's piano exam went pretty well..
and i was shocked..
the examiner looks pretty young..or maybe he looks good for an old guy..hahaha..
anyway..
i felt alot better than the last exam when i stepped out of the judging room..
at least i didnt feel like im doomed to fail..
thank jesus that i didn't fail the last one..hahaha..

went for a shopping spree with adilla after the exam.
Smarty us forgot to take any pictures cos we were too enthusiastically shopping.
hahaha..
although i spent alot yesterday, im still happy la..
i finally bought wat i wanted..heehee..

im dying to get out of the house again..
the only places im confined to is my toilet, kitchen and my cyber world.
all of which i've exhauted their entertainment value.
i've finished all the dramas/movies i wanted to watch,
there's no one online right now,
no one's at home,
no one's speaking to me except my teddy bear.
im turning into a reclusive kid..
someone get me out!

p/s: im gonna start teaching piano soon..recommend me students if u know of people who have moolah and wants to learn..

p/p/s: im broke after the shopping spree yesterday..

p/p/p/s: its only the start of the month?

@8:46 AM


its ironic how im nervous about me feeling nervous tomorrow.
its depressing when my fingers just tremble and fumble over the keys.
i hate being judged.
i wouldnt even do this if i didn't need that damned piece of paper.
i still vividly rmb the panic attack i had the last exam.
it felt horrible to see months of preparation going to waste once my fingers trip over one another.
i don't even feel this nervous sitting for MYEs which i didnt study for.haha.

I don't wanna disappoint anybody, esp my piano teacher.
She's the best tcher i've ever met.
She was the one who changed my attitude over piano lessons
i didn't take piano seriously in the past,i treated it like a hobby.
Now, i treat it like it's part of my school syllabus.
She gave me extra lessons when the exams were approaching.
She didn't have to.
She could have used that time somewhere else, or charge me for the extra lessons, but she chose not to.
She was the only tcher who bothered.
she's not going to see this, but thank you miss ooi..
i really appreciate what you've done. (:

hopefully i get a nice examiner tomorrow..
hopefully i can understand their heavy british accent
(they are mostly mumbling under their breath)
hopefully i remember all my stuff..
hopefully i dun get a severe panic attack 2moro..
wish me luck people! i really need it..

@11:31 PM