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i officially hate online tests!!

i tried doing the chemistry online test today..
it's so irritating..they shld give extra time for technical lag..bleaghx..
im so super sure i will get zero for it..
cos i can't do the first 3qns, and i get so frustrated trying to ignore the stupid timer on the right hand corner...
when it got to the 8th qn,im only left with 4mins..(15qns btw)
so i was pratically blindly selecting options without even reading the qn..


im so dead..
i need to change my luck somehow..!!

DISCLAIMER:this post is full of my own rantings..either go away or dun complain.

today was practically full of crap..
worst day of my life since pri3..

it was such a depressing day..
I know with no doubt i was feeling lousy when even happy songs make me feel more frustrated..sad songs made me miserable..
and water welling up for no specific reason..

i alrd wasn't in my best of moods in the morning,
bt it turned worse after history.alot worse
Me and a few others were called aside after hist lecture,and we soon learned that we were down for remedial.
then i realised that i was practically down for remedial for all subj except chem and GP..(which is prob coming soon anyway)
it makes me wonder why the sch promoted me..wat's the pt of promoting me and making me go for remedials for everything?might as well retain..

i asked mdm loh just nw if i was the last in class(excluding retainees)
she told me i wasn't
bt i dun belief her.hah.
im the only one in class with so many remedials.

sylvia teo just made things worse..
she seems helpless w/o GP rep..
i was late for GP cos of hist..when i walked in, i was told that we were having a timed assignment,so i gan-chiong alrd..i quickly grabbed my stuff and started on the qns..only to be told much much later that we were only req to do summary..
pek-cek! (to huixian-it's nt ur fault..sorry for being cranky.. :/)
then,teo asked me to collect the papers when we could have easily put it on her table..

then before the consultation w mdm loh,she tried to make me go down to class to pass cny suff to daryl for the noticeboard..
she said that she had to go to the GO..who knows hw true is that..
of course i had to politely decline.
she didn't fail to make me feel worse.

I was supposed to have maths remedial after sch today,bt i wasn't told it was cancelled..so i stupidly waited..
argh!

otw home,i tot all the crap had ended..
bt this stupid cyclist had to spoil it.
i was walking on the pathway and w/o warning, the cyclist brushed past me.
you can imagine the friction on my arm..and the shock..
i nearly pointed the sacred finger at him..bt i didn't..i had an image to uphold..hahahahaha..

then when i got home,i realised that someone ate my pringles w/o my permission..
so,i got no more midnight snack..
it's infuriating..it's not about the pringles,bt i hate it when pple take my stuff w/o permission..
AND
i scalded my hand with hot hot soup..

my timetable is like shit now..esp wed..
no breaks..and choir starts at 2...prob no dinner as well..
good hor..can diet..
sucks..

i wanna apologise to my clique..
sorry for being so cranky today..i wasn't myself..
i'll try to recover by 2moro..

im not looking forward to sch.

p/s: GP HW DUE 2MORO! DUN MAKE LIFE ANYMORE SUCKY FOR ME PLS!

i saw this on youtube..
it's super hilarious...





hahaha..i couldn't stay angry for much longer..
anyway..i got my revenge..
shall not say what i did...
hahaha...

hahahahahahhahaha...
i feel so pissed right now....

you are so lazy,a sloth's probably moved 10km more than you a day
you are so irritating,a cockroach's more pleasant then you
you are so troublesome,i wouldn't mind crawling to PJC for another 5yrs(CHOI!)
you are so dumb,blondes have a higher IQ than you
you are so deaf, a 200yr old witch listens better than you (which makes me wonder why you have 2 ears)
you are so articulate,pple would choke on their food once u open ur mouth
you are my best friend..you're probably the only person i would use profanities on
congratulations..you have the ultimate BB factor!
feel honoured..cos ur the only person spongebob squarepants would hate..hahahahhaa..

now you know why i call you dabian..
suits you real well..
lying there smelling like faeces from a cow who had 10yrs of constipation..
motionless..
brainless..
and the cow still have to waste it's energy to flush you down the toilet bowl.
hah!



i'm so angry, and yet i can't do anything about it that i have to seek solace in hard cold cyberspace, ranting to myself like some lunatic..

sucks to be me

I PASSED!! I PASSED!!!!!!!!

wooo!!!!!!!!!!!
i finally got my results..
i shall not be egoistic and say any politically incorrect stuff..
for all you know, Mr LKY is reading this..hahahaha...
adilla mentioned that my blog has alot of politically incorrect stuff these days..wahaha....

watever..

I AM SUPER SUAY TODAY


choir ended really late today..it ended at around 7.30pm if im not wrong..
and i've got a history essay which is due 2moro..
so obviously im trying to fly home to start on my hw..
then comes my real suay-ness..

i walked all the way to the 172bustop and waited forever for the bus to come (technically it wasn't forever, it was around 45mins)
the stupid bus didnt turn up la!
so i gave up and walked back to the other bustop to get a bus to lot1 to catch a train home..it was alrd 8plus then..
when i reached the platform, my train just left!!
It shut it's doors right at my face!

then, when i finally reached boon lay int, there was a super duper long queue at 243.
im fine with that..it's always like that anyway..
but, the 243 bus also refused to come! i had to wait for around 20mins for the bus to come..
and when i finally boarded the bus, the bus uncle stopped me.
He asked me if im a student..he's obviously blind..i was wearing full sch uniform!
so apparantly i said yes, and then he asked what sch was i from..so i told him PJC..
guess wat..he told me that JC not supposed to use student card..
shocking? hahaha..dat's pure ignorance..even if it's ur first day on the job it sounds real dumb...
hello..how do i buy student concession if im not allowed to use student card?!

gosh..public transport has sth against me..

why am i not born with the ability to teleport?!

shiet...
i just remembered there's tennis for PE tomoro..
i dun have any tennis shorts! how???!
can someone explain to me why can't we just wear our fbt?
why must we put balls in our pockets??!
can't we just place them on the floor??
aiya! should have opted out of PE in the first place..then no need to headache..
bleaghx!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................
i lost my hw journal!!!!!
the one i spent so much time and effort on!!!

ok..technically speaking, it's my own fault..
i didn't lose it..
i placed it under the table during maths and i completely forgot about it..
i wouldn't be that worried if it weren't a friday, and it would probably be cold,hungry,lonely..lying on the metal rods...
boo..

hopefully it is untouched..
hopefully the cleaning aunties's feeling lazy that day..
hahaha...
if not i have to plan a funeral for my poor journal..
it would probably be cremated by monday if the cleaning auntie is feeling really hardworking..

you can put the blame on me..nono..me carelessness...

I'm addicted to coffee..
i had 5cups of coffee yesterday..hahahaha....

once in the morning b4 i left for school
once during break
once at 4pm cos i can't even open my eyes long enough to finish the interpreter
and 2cups after 10pm cos i wanted to do some work...

jaishree said that i should probably go for detox sessions cos there's so much toxins in my body alrd..hahaha...
and just now, michelle chia said she tries to abstain from caffeine to obtain a clear complexion...or sth along those lines...
this probably explains my recent breakout..
and sore eye..(does this count?)

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I probably need to go shopping for new year clothes soon..there's only 3weeks left till new year..
but im bored with the clothes i see in bugis and far east alrd..
i should suggest to the shopkeepers to at least not get their stocks from the same supplier..
they should try to get more clothes fr taiwan,japan or korea instead of only thailand..
plus,my mom haven't given me money for shopping yet..and i can't seem to gain much interest in the clothes i see anyway..

maybe i should go back to indonesia for new year..although all my relatives are here..hahaha...run away fr new year (避年）
then i dun have to bother buying clothes..hahaha..




should i go? no..i shouldn't..or..should i?

Random tots:
i was thinking to myself today..everything is getting so tech-y these days..will there be a day whereby parents will name their child like some e-mail address..
For example, adeline1203@KK. cos this person was born on 12.03 in KK hospital..hahaha..lame..i know..
bt if this ever happens, that goes to show that i've got GREAT foresight...hahaha..

yayyay...i got my tutor who taught me during Os to teach me again..
the thing is that i lost her number when that idiot stole my phone..
so i turned my room upside down just to find a way to contact her..and in the end, i found her e-mail address in my hotmail add book..hahaha..
dumb..y didn't i just turn on my com in the first place..

i woke up on the wrong side of bed today..
nitty-gritty stuff could create an upheaval within me..
First, it was the dumb lift..
i waited for 5mins for the stupid lift cos some idiot is hogging the lift..one at lvl 3 and one at lvl 12..bleaghxx..
must be some stupid kid..

then,sth else happened..
jaish and dilys knows what im referring to..
i shan't express my "politically incorrect" views here lest i end up like that certain famous blogger in PJC who shot to fame overnight..
wahahaha...

and then, i have swollen eyes..to be exact, it should be swollen EYE
ALSO,
maybe i shouldn't say this here..although hardly anyone reads anyway..
bt my condolences goes out to this certain "you"..cheer up!! :)
urgh..sucky day..

OK..I know i'm supossed to be doing GP research now..
bt the stupid school com just refuses to open my MS word file..
bleaghx..
the sch upgrades all the other coms bt not the library ones...
does it even make sense?

anyway..even if im did the research, i dun understand half the stuff im reading..
so many scientific terminology..
this GP toopic is really dry.....................................

okok...i shall be a good GP rep and do my stuff..
hahahaha...the irony...

My nephew and niece came to visit today.. hahaha... the 2 of them are really adorable (resisting using cute- ugly bt adorable.. haven't met them for some time..and the good news is that i've got another niece on the way!! due next mth! (:

took some pix..see for urself..wahaha..



lizzie trying to open a sweet wrapper..soo cute..she couldnt do it..hahhaa..



i made the 2 of them take a pic..lizzie was sweet..she tried to hug her brother bt david is at that "i must appear cool" stage of growing up..so it turned out like this..hahaha..



The kid's attempt to kill my fake fish in my fake aquarium..hahaha.

the funniest part was when david started boasting to me about his pretty girlfriend, jermaine from school..(he's pri2 this year) he said she loves him cos he's smart and cool.. hahaha..innocent puppy love.. the both of them tried showing me magic with dabian's xmas hat.. hahaha..they made me close my eyes and shoved my stuffed tiger and lion into the hat..then they pulled it out..
i entertained them though..didn't want to spoil their enthusiasm..hahaha..

ok..that's all..oh..i went to far east today..
gotta do some studying alrd..i slacked my saturday away..
bleaghxx...

Bleaghx...
feeling lazy today..no urgent tutorial deadlines for me......hahaha...
tried doing vectors tutorial and chem tutorial..bt got demoralised instead...


feeling lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy

finally got a chance to know our new CT mdm sylvia teo..
i mean..we met her bt we haven't been able to find out the way she runs things..

her GP lesson today was about ethics and morals..if im nt wrong..hahaha..
she made us do an outline for essay qns about this topic..
and we have to present tomorrow..
so dead..

sth else happened during GP today..
yes..we all want miss jane lee back, bt..ok..let's nt go there..
let's just say that i feel that we should let sylvia teo try her method..although im nt in favour either..
bt everyone have their own methods of handling things..
and..okok..im nt saying anymore..
politically wrong..
bt my clique knows what im referring to..hahaha...

we had a new lecturer for history too..
as usual..i fell asleep..
hahaha..united nations was too boring for me..
i prefer real action - like cold war where propaganda and childish antics by politicians rule!!

yay..i finally recieved my commission fr IDS..
was higher than i expected..bt who cares..hahahahahha..
at least can cover up the hole in my bank account which i used for shopping..hahaha..

oh yeah..im super duper unhappy that our sch actually bothered making a pjc student handbook..
main point - we had to pay $4!!
hey!! mr yeo..this is gg out to you..$4 can't pay for mcdonalds bt it is more than enough for KFC shrooms' meal ok...
im a poor student!! plussssss...other sch is givin it to students free!
hahaha..bt im nt gg to use it anyway..i decorated my organiser so nicely and i had to throw $4 into the deep deep ocean..
argh!! irritating!!
im gonna use the handbook as rough paper..
i dun like the coverpage anyway..
must be done by the "high and mighty" SC..so that they nt appear redundant in front of the tchers..

okie..im gg to discuss the GP thing wif salt alrd..
byeeee...



last call!! changed my number to 90086114!!

ok..crawled outta bed this morning cos i slept at 12am last night..hahaha..
my dad made me go to bed at 11pm last night and i couldn't fall aslp cos i usually slp at 1-2am during the hols..
so i couldn't wake up voluntarily like i usually do..haha..

i felt very sian when i was preparing for sch..bt i dunno wat came over me..
i got so high and excited for sch when i went downstairs to meet adilla..hahaha..
i think i must be the only wierdo excited for sch..

first thing that i noticed..i miss morning meetings with alison!!
bleaghx..

the second thing that dawned on me was that our clique can now fit into one canteen table..pathetic..nw we're outnumbered..hahaha..
i miss preethi,meiqian,khalisah,joanne!!
bleaghx...bt we still got to lunch together though..hee..
oh..and i didnt see yy and rb at all..

then came the stupid binomial test..i completely forgot about it although dilys mentioned it b4 during the hols..
aiyo..i would give my thanks to jesus christ if i do not get zero..i completely forgot hw to do even though i did the binomial qns just 2wks ago..
and even the easiest topic-partial frac posed as a MAJOR prob..argh!!

worst part-there's inequalities test tomorrow..
and i dun even know if the matrix part is tested..
watever..like what the principal said:
i believe in myself!..


i believe i can finish eating all my meiji stuff in 2days..hahaha..

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we also had combined sectionals for choir today..
haven't been in choir for quite some time..so i rather enjoyed today's sectionals..
actually, it's the only sectionals so far that i didn't feel sleepy..haha..cos it was faster paced..cos everybody else alrd learned the songs during the hols..
so i could only sight-sing..hahaha..

ok..
overall..
in conclusion..
all in all..
summarise..
today's been pretty interesting..hahaha...

toodloos!

argh...
i hate hair-dressers that don't listen to my instructions!!
went to cut my hair today and the stupid hair-dresser cut my hair too short!!
i gave him explicit instructions that i only wanted to trim la..
nw my fringe looks damn short and wierd..
bleaghx...

the worst part was when he freaked me out by trying to cut my hair while blowing my hair with a hair dryer..
arghh!!

im destined to have short short fringe..

btw, i changed my number : 90086114

Hey pple!!
happy new year!!
heheh..it's so hard to adjust to writing 2008 instead of 2007..
2007 just went by in a flash..
it scares me to think that i just entered JC not too long ago and im alrd sitting for A lvls this year..

co-incidentally, today's also the last day of the holidays..so ironic..
i had a facebook thingy wishing me a happy holiday..hahaha...
ok..must enjoy last day of holidays sleeping slacking at home..i won't get to do that once sch starts..
argh..choir on the first day of sch..bleaghx..

(btw, what are we supposed to bring to sch tomorrow?)